I’ve been the same for so long . Idk how to be different . It’s like I’m a bad person for feeling some type of way when another female has the girl that has my heart attention . At least trying to . I’m horrible for connections to be kut cause sexual intimacy was involved. Forgive me for being unsure and insecure about someone I’m barely hanging on to. I’m the asshole for holding up my wall. Cause everytime I seem to talk about what’s wrong, it ends up in an argument. It’s like your view and opinion is the only right way and thing to go by. I wanted us to work so bad , only for you to leave so quickly. it be like that sometimes, right ?