The feelings I have bundled up inside me are often misunderstood . I love one minute , the next I hate . The things that run through my head , I'm sure would get me locked up in a mental institution . Piss me off , I think of 1,000,000 ways to kill such an individual and not get kaught . How at times I wanna murder the most amazing person in the world , but moms always told me suicide was a sin . Welkome to the "Mind of a Maniac" .